| Another year of servitude |
[06 Dec 2007|02:47pm] |
Forgive me Princess ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) bitchybeauty for it being so long since my last update. i feel so inferior writing my journals because i am so uninteresting and have so little of worth to say. i have served YOU for almost 5 years. Each day of servitude has been a blessing. To know YOU is to love YOU. i guess i get a bit sentimental during the holidays and sitting here reflecting on my years of servitude, i see how lucky i am. Like last year, my Christmas bonus is all YOURS and will be wired to YOUR checking account as YOU instructed. i have sent $300 again today and i hope to have another $500 for YOU by next week. YOUR newest photos have drawn me in even deeper into YOUR trap, just as YOU planned.
All my love and devotion
PRINCESS SIERRA you are the ONE and ONLY Goddess!
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| my gift from PRINCESS! |
[21 Jul 2005|01:38pm] |
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i am so honored to have been given the opportunity to send PRINCESS $1,000 tribute to cover HER hair vacation. After seeing HER new photos of HER showing off HER lovely hair, i can't help but feel so proud that to have funded this excursion. As promised PRINCESS sent me one of HER sweet smelling locks of hair. It is so long and curly and i think of how it grew right from HER head and has been with HER for so many years. i worshipped it for about 3 hours yesterday. Thank YOU! Thank YOU! Thank YOU! This is a gift i will both love and cherish for the rest of my life!
i am YOURS forever!
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[28 Mar 2005|01:18pm] |
i am blessed to serve the most beautiful Mistress in the world! YOUR newest photos have brought me to my knees. Thank YOU for programming me, PRINCESS. YOU have truly conditioned and trained me like an animal to react and behave as YOU desire. Last night when YOU compared me to domesticated cows conditioned to go into a milk barn to get milked, i really felt like YOUR chattel. YOU said that milk cows would often be lingering in front of the barn before the dairyman was even in the barn and how they would be there on the dot at the same exact time of the day when they were to be milked. i was very proud when YOU told me that YOU no longer needed to use the cattle prod with me because now i was like "old bessie" and came to YOU without a fight when it was time for my milkings. i am happy to be a good milkcow for YOU and not a naughty one you have to "put on YOUR rubber milk-boots and chase down with a big stick".
YOU compared me to how a horse comes when he hears the shake of a feed bucket or when he sees his owner carrying the bridle and harness. Yes, i was wild and free once but PRINCESS PERFECT has trained me to be HER beast of burden. i love YOU, PRINCESS and i love being used by YOU. Thank YOU for making me into something YOU want.
moo
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| my heart belongs to PRINCESS |
[10 Feb 2005|08:48pm] |
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Thank YOU for allowing me to send YOU tribute. I thank YOU from the bottom of my heart for taking advantage of me and wringing my wallet so hard. i'm sorry that i annoy YOU with my apprehension about taking photos for YOUR wonderful site. i will try to make up for this shortcoming. i hope YOU enjoyed my $500. i know that i enjoyed YOU taking it from me. :)
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| A lucky slave |
[05 Jan 2005|10:47pm] |
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Thank YOU for allowing me to pay for YOUR salon visit. i love YOUR beautiful curls. Today PRINCESS graced me with a phone conversation. i knelt in my office and said my prayers to HER over the phone. SHE also instructed me to urinate in my coffee cup and drink it there at work. This was terribly humiliating. Even though none of my co-workers knew i was sipping pee, i felt like such a sick pervert and weakling. PRINCESS was kind enough to log into my on-line banking account and make sure i haven't been spending my money unwisely.
i've been thinking of YOU all day and night. i can't get YOU out of my mind!
Thank YOU, PRINCESS. i love YOU.
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[20 Dec 2004|06:32pm] |
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Today PRINCESS went through my on-line checking account to make sure i was spending my money wisely and not wasting too much money on family and friends this holiday season. It is so scary to stand by as PRINCESS demonstrates HER power over my life but at the same time it excites me greatly! SHE reminded me that SHE had the ability to bill-pay HERSELF every dime in my account if SHE wished it and that SHE had the power and knowledge to crush me at anytime like the little insect i am. SHE reminded me that "as long as you obey MY commands and live each day to worship and obey ME, I will allow you to live your humble life as one of MY lambs in MY flock. you shall live a humble life with few creature comforts...you shall suffer at times but it will be bearable. Only if you falter from the path I have set for you shall I scourge your existence and bring forth great plague upon your life. If you remain true and honest and worshipful to PRINCESS you shall live forever in the glory and warmth of MY greatness." PRINCESS is showing me the path to true Salvation and i will follow! i have seen the angry hand of GOD strike out at blasphemers and those who have sinned against SIERRA and i do not want to be at the receiving end of HER fury. Thank YOU for teaching me YOUR GREAT TRUTH and how to live my life as a righteous man, PRINCESS.
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| beasts of burden |
[16 Dec 2004|03:55pm] |
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i am so incredibly lucky to serve PRINCESS. i believe i have served HER for almost three years now. This afternoon PRINCESS and i were discussing how some men run and go into hiding, just to come back again to be be taken advantage of by PRINCESS. SHE said that those sort of men were more like sport hunting. The stupid fellow takes the bait, scurries out from the brush and SHE shoots him between the eyes and takes what SHE wants. These men mean nothing, they are nothing and they all look alike. The object of the game is to do as much damage as possible and get their best bits. SHE then went on to say that there was another type of men who were HER pets SHE could rely on, HER trained beasts of burden. Although SHE works HER beasts hard, SHE gives them time to rest, sometimes lets them nibble out of HER hand and on occasion takes them on walks with HER, leading them around BEHIND HER by their leashes or their rings in their noses. SHE said i was one of these sorts, and i literally broke into tears. PRINCESS said softly in an almost kind voice, "It is good to be useful to ME, isn't it, twinkie? To belong to something greater than you, to have a home in MY stable?" OH PRINCESS, it is SO good. Thank YOU for making me YOUR beast of burden and calling me YOUR pet. i am so honored. i will NEVER leave YOU. i can't! i much prefer the situation PRINCESS and i have. i feel sorry for some of you slaves for not being as lucky as myself and being unable to experience the joy of servitude. you are blind and i am blessed! Oh fagarina, you too were mentioned in our discussion. you will be happy to learn that our PRINCESS likened you to an old lame, three-teeted heifer SHE milked too hard the first few years, but keeps you on the farm anyway. :) i love YOU, PRINCESS...
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[14 Nov 2004|11:25pm] |
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i am so scared right now. PRINCESS has forced me to give up my on-line checking account banking details today. SHE said i had to choose between posting humiliating photos of myself on this journal or giving up my on-line bank passwords. SHE logged on and started picking apart my purchases and screaming at me for the money i spent on dining out, book stores and other things that i should be sacrificing more. :(
SHE has the power to billpay HERSELF if SHE wishes! SHE says no real harm will come of it if i am a good sub, generous and sacrifice as much as possible. i am very frightened though. i can't sleep. SHE says if i change the password SHE will hunt me down and butcher me like an animal. :(
i would not dream of changing it PRINCESS.
i love YOU. i love YOU. i love YOU.
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[02 Nov 2004|04:42pm] |
Please give me until Friday, PRINCESS to send YOU a $500 tribute. Thank YOU for sending me YOUR photo, it is even more breathtaking in the larger size. How is it that YOU get more beautiful with every passing day? YOUR legs, YOUR lips, YOUR eyes, YOUR hair, YOUR hips. YOU are such a GODDESS. YOU are so superior, PRINCESS. There is NOBODY who compares with YOU. i only wish that i had been the slave who had purchased YOU that fur wrap. Please let me make it up to YOU. I promise to try.
YOU are exquisite.
i will get back to work and earn more cash for YOU.
i love YOU, PRINCESS.
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| Thank YOU. |
[20 Jul 2004|04:03pm] |
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PRINCESS is so incredibly kind to me. SHE continues to use my little pathetic wallet. Forgive me for the times i complain or grumble about my debt, PRINCESS. As usual, YOU are correct. my debt is not YOUR concern. my debt is NOT a concern. YOUR happiness is the only concern. i now carry 6 of YOUR photos in my wallet. i worship them at at work on my lunch hour. i am no longer allowed to go eat lunch with my associates. i sit alone at my desk eating my can of tuna like YOU have ordered, staring at YOUR photos and dreaming of YOU. Congratulations on YOUR new laptop. The slave buying it for YOU must be so proud.
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| Can i get worse? |
[19 Jun 2004|08:56pm] |
Can i get any more helplessly addicted?! i try to have a little self control and then YOU say something magically wicked or post a new photograph.
YOU'RE so right, PRINCESS. i am "just a little ugly carp hooked on YOUR line, ready to be fried up". i always fall for YOUR bait.
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| Pay day |
[28 May 2004|12:21pm] |
Forgive me for not being much use to YOU lately, PRINCESS. i did get paid today. As soon as my check is deposited i would love to make a contribution of $500. YOUR new gym photos have me all stirred up inside. i especially like the one of YOU on the bike. i have been worshipping them for the last two days. YOU are so incredibly fit and beautiful. i am so lucky to have such a beautiful PRINCESS to worship and adore.
i am so lucky to be used by YOU.
i am so lost without YOU.
Again, i extend my apologies and hope to make it up to YOU soon.
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| i think i need help |
[09 Mar 2004|01:17am] |
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Beautiful PRINCESS, why do i crave YOUR abuse so much? Every day that i serve YOU i become weaker and weaker. i even start craving things i never craved before! YOU plant little seeds in my brain and teach me to lust for the strangest things. As much as i don't want to admit it, little by little YOU are turning me into the worse freak. These new photos have my peabrain spinning out of control. Sometimes, i am not only scared of YOU but scared scared of what i have become.
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| As YOU wish, PRINCESS. |
[24 Feb 2004|02:35am] |
PRINCESS, YOUR photos are completely enthralling. YOU truly are the most perfect Female on the planet! Thank YOU for letting me shower YOU with gifts and cash. i am always so proud to see YOU wearing items that we picked out together and that i paid for myself. It makes me feel a bit closer to YOU.
Thank YOU for letting me gaze on YOUR stunning photos earlier than YOUR other pigs. That too, makes me feel incredibly privileged and blessed. i am such a little tiny bit of nothing under YOUR heel. i would also like to extend my gratitude to YOU for letting me assist YOU in YOUR diabolical scheme to further devastate deryck thake's life. i also got a thrill knowing that i could be blamed for what YOU encouraged me to do today and that YOU would be guiltless and innocent as ever.
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| Weak and confused. |
[08 Feb 2004|05:03pm] |
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Oh PRINCESS! i am so incredibly weak right now. Please, please forgive me for purchasing a corset that smashes YOUR perfect bosom. i have sent my penalty fee of $500. YOU never requested this fee but i feel that it is my obligation to pay it. YOUR new photos have made me into a spineless worm again. i can not help but tremble when i look at YOU in these photos. Oh PRINCESS! YOUR figure is so perfect. YOU are no mere mortal! Please allow this lowly freak worship YOUR photos some more.
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| Merry Christmas, Princess |
[26 Dec 2003|02:57pm] |
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Sorry i was late with YOUR christmas gift. i was with family and had a difficult time getting away to a computer. i have just gifted YOU $500. i hope it is an acceptable gift and that it finds YOU happy and healthy this Christmas season. YOUR new photos are beautiful. Thank YOU for letting me serve YOU, Princess.
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| wimpified by Princess |
[14 Nov 2003|02:08am] |
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Hello Princess. i just saw YOUR new photos and i am very weakened again. i was trying to be strong, but YOU proved yet again, that is impossible! When i saw the new photo of YOU smugly holding the western union sissyboy's $500 in hand and showing him how to wave "buhbye" to his money, i wanted to do the same! i have just gifted YOU $500! i hope YOU enjoy it as much as i enjoy gazing upon YOUR loveliness.
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| Dearest Princess |
[19 Oct 2003|01:11pm] |
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Please forgive me for not updating in a timely manner. i am honored and privileged to have the opportunity to pay for YOUR hair appointments. YOUR hair is the most beautiful i have ever seen. When YOU are on cam i am mesmerized it! i have never seen such beautiful, thick gorgeous curls before! i am so proud to belong to YOU. Thank YOU for accepting my gift of $200. i am so lucky to be part of your very large stable.
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| Please forgive us, PRINCESS. |
[08 Oct 2003|10:36pm] |
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In light of what has happened with toilet brush, i must admit that i am truly embarrassed to be male. i know this episode has angered you greatly. i have just sent you a $500 tribute in hopes of help brightening your day. i will make sure you get fresh flowers regularly if you desire, PRINCESS.
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| i am so happy, PRINCESS |
[28 Sep 2003|02:12pm] |
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i am so happy that YOU are pleased with the multi-media software. i always feel so good when i am fortunate enough to purchase YOU a gift that YOU truly do enjoy. The video is outstanding! It is such high speed and so very clear. The quality is amazing and the affects are wonderful. i am always so dumbfounded by YOUR creativity. YOU are so incredibly ingenious. YOU beauty is unsurpassed, as usual. Watching YOU on cam and video always makes me so weak for YOU, PRINCESS. i think i need to make another tribute.
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